So many Christians I meet today, whether in person, on social networks, or through emails, tell me that they are living in a spiritual wilderness. They feel alone, spiritually isolated, and they don’t have too many Christian friends that they are experiencing a rich and full fellowship in Christ with.
Some of them attend a church on Sunday morning, yet still, they are living in the desert and they know it.
Some have given up on the traditional form of church altogether. And they are in serious pursuit of an expression of church that provides authentic community centered on Jesus Christ. But they cannot find such an expression in their city.
All of these people love the Lord and they love the Body of Christ, but they feel quite alone. And spiritually, they are dry and empty.
In short, they are experiencing the wilderness.
Looking back at the Old Testament pictures, Canaan was God’s goal for His people. Jerusalem was there, and that’s where God’s house was to be built.
However, God’s people had to pass through the wilderness to travel from Egypt to Canaan. They also had to traverse the wilderness to travel from Babylon to Canaan. The wilderness, then, is a divine requirement. But it’s a detour; it’s not home. How long you spend there is mostly your decision.
Let me unravel that a bit.
After the children of Israel exited the treasured city of Egypt, they quickly traveled to Mount Horeb. They then wandered in the desert for forty long years. Why? Because of their unbelief (Heb. 3:15-19; 4:1-11).
The trip should have only lasted eleven days (Deut. 1:2).
The wilderness is temporary, unless you choose to build a home there. God will eventually make a way out of the wilderness. But when that day comes, your faith will be tried. Leaving the wilderness may come at an obscenely high price. It is for this reason that many do not leave it.
I strongly believe that God’s living quarters cannot be built in the wilderness. All that happens in the wilderness is temporary. God’s goal is the Land of Promise. (I am speaking spiritually … Egypt, Babylon, the Wilderness, and Canaan are all shadows that point to spiritual realities for the Christian.)
Granted, the tabernacle of Moses was built in the wilderness. But it was a movable tent. It was highly temporal, and it was headed toward Canaan to find permanent rest.
I would now like to make several observations about the wilderness. If you happen to be living there right now, I hope this article will be of help to you.
First, God will always take care of His people in the wilderness.
He will supply them with Christ, even though it’s not their natural habitat. However, the Christ that is given to you in the wilderness is not adequate to meet all your spiritual needs. Let me explain.
When God’s people dwelt in the wilderness after leaving Egypt, God gave them water from a rock and bread from heaven. The bread was called “manna.” It was a picture of Jesus Christ, our spiritual food (John 6:31-35, 49-51; 1 Cor. 10:1-4).
However, it didn’t take Israel long to grow weary of the manna. In the same way, you and I will eventually grow tired of the Lord that is given to us in the wilderness. And like Israel, we will be tempted to murmur against him.
There is only one kind of food given in the wilderness. And it’s not sufficient for the long haul. The manna is designed to get you and me through the wilderness experience. But we cannot live off of it beyond that point.
By contrast, in Canaan, the fullness and the superabundance of the land are fully available to us. When we are living on the building site, the produce of the rich and good land becomes ours to enjoy. And that produce is inexhaustible.
Second, if you remain in the wilderness, you will eventually die.
Leaving the counterfeit habitats of Egypt and Babylon is not enough. If you don’t exit the wilderness, your bones will bleach in the desert.
God always brings His people out so that He might bring them in.
You can chisel that in stone.
He brought us out from there in order to bring us in, to give us the land which He had sworn to our fathers. (Deut. 6:23 nasb)
Third, the wilderness has but one goal: to sift us, to reduce us, and to strip us down to Christ alone.
Those of us who have left Egypt and Babylon need to be emptied of a great deal of religious baggage. The wilderness experience is designed to do just that. It’s the place of religious detox.
Consider John the Baptist. He preached in the wilderness. Those who wished to hear his message had to go out into the desert to hear him. During John’s day, God was through with Judaism. He was finished with the old wineskin. The Lord raised up John the Baptist to call the people out of Judaism, the organized religion of the day.
Those who followed John in the wilderness were being stripped of everything that the old Judaism had to offer. They were dropping the religiosity of that system and coming up to ground zero. From where did Jesus Christ get His disciples? Most of them were followers of John the Baptist.
Therefore, they had a wilderness experience that brought them to ground zero. That experience brought them to a “nothing situation.” Compared to the Pharisees, Sadducees, and scribes, they were clean slates for the Lord Jesus to write upon. They were empty wineskins for the Lord to pour His new wine into. John the Baptist stripped them of the old, and Jesus gave them the new.
Please burn this into your mind: We cannot receive the new until we first let go of the old. Old wineskins don’t patch well. For this reason, God has never been in the business of pouring new wine into old wineskins (Matt. 9:16-17).
In addition to the Twelve, Paul of Tarsus also had a wilderness experience that brought him all the way up to zero. In fact, Paul had to climb a long way up just to get to the bottom.
Shortly after Paul’s conversion from being a racist, sectarian, self-righteous, bigoted, highly religious Pharisee to a disciple of the Lord Jesus Christ, God led him to an Arabian desert for three years (Gal. 1:17-18). What was he doing there? Detoxing.
Undoubtedly, he was allowing years of human religiosity to drain out of his veins. Everything that Paul knew as a zealous Pharisee bled out of him in the desert. Paul was beyond being reformed. He had to have a spiritual lobotomy. And that’s what the wilderness is for.
In that wilderness experience, God came to Paul in a way that he had never before known. He came to him in “the face of Jesus Christ” (Gal. 1:11-12; 2 Cor. 4:6). Although Paul was given his gospel by divine revelation in the wilderness, that revelation was limited. It took five years of living in the right habitat, in an ekklesia in Antioch, Syria, for him to learn the fullness of Christ.
So Paul got unplugged in the wilderness. He was sovereignly stripped to ground zero. This experience was necessary for Paul’s apostolic ministry. Because in order for him to be a dispenser of the new wine, he had to be drained of the old.
Fourth, the wilderness is a symbol of new beginnings.
After their forty-year stay in the wilderness, Joshua led the people of God across the Jordan into the Promised Land. In Hosea’s day, God led Israel through the wilderness to woo the nation back to Himself (Hos. 2:14). After Israel had been in exile in Babylon, the prophets spoke of preparing a pathway in the wilderness so that God’s people could return home.
John the Baptist marked a new beginning for Israel by introducing God’s people to their long-awaited Messiah in the wilderness. And Paul of Tarsus began his apostolic ministry only after he spent time in an Arabian wilderness.
Leaving the wilderness always involves a cost.
We have a biological drive for God’s house. We have a spiritual taste for it. We have a longing, a biological instinct, if you will, driving us to our destiny. And we will never be satisfied until we make the decision, no matter what the cost, to be part of God’s building work.
That cost may involve the loss of friends. It may mean harassment or shunning from religious leaders. It may mean vicious and ugly rumors, slander, and gossip. It may mean walking in the steps of Abraham, who left all and headed for a city that he could not see.
It may involve selling our comfortable home and leaving our present job to relocate to another city where there are living stones who are being assembled to form God’s house. (I’ve moved in the past for this. And many of my friends have as well.)
It may involve gross misunderstanding, criticism, and perhaps thornier problems like persecution.
Let us, then, go to him outside the camp, bearing the disgrace he bore. For here we do not have an enduring city, but we are looking for the city that is to come. (Heb. 13:13-14)
What is the high calling of God for you and for me? It’s to give ourselves to God’s ageless purpose, to let Him build us together with others in the way that He has always wanted. For what reason? So that He might have His house upon this earth. The words of Ezra are apt: Let the house be built! (Ezra 6:3).
I sincerely hope that this will be true in your own life.
If you are living in the wilderness right now, God will provide a way out. But it will involve a price. The question before the house is, are you willing to pay it?
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This blog post is an excerpt from the book, From Eternity to Here. The book contains an entire section that discusses the four habitats of the Christian: Egypt, Babylon, the wilderness, and Jerusalem. To connect with others who are also on the deeper journey, check out The Deeper Christian Life Network.
Debbie
I am experiencing this right now and have been for 9 months. I have been through MANY trials in my life but have never experienced anything like this at all and I am weak. I know the Lord said in my weakness HE is made strong.
He has recently told me that this will be over soon. I pray. I just pray for strength. I love the Lord and this has been so overwhelming … I just pray to hang on. Please Jesus help me to hold on.
DH
Thank you very much indeed.
praisefulmom
After experiencing about 2 years of extreme turmoil, chaos and intermittent dryness in my life, I discovered that I was in the wilderness. Wow! what a revelation. This article confirmed some of the things I have experienced and am still going through.It is on point on so many levels. The books of Psalms and Proverbs have been my comfort, encouragement and lifesavers. I have built a altar of praise, worship and faith in the midst of my wilderness. This is what God also wants from us during this season. My love and passion for God has been rekindled. I know that God has truly set me apart for Himself and He will hear when I call unto Him. Psalm 4:3
Jackie
Thanks. I needed to read this TODAY!!!
Thembeka
Thank you a million times…this is so timely for me.
Nomzamo
Hello
Thank you for this article. I am also experiencing the wilderness. It has been going on for 3 years now however, this past year has been the most difficult and darkest year of my life. God has put it in my heart that I’m nearing the end of my wilderness experience, it is very difficult though. I’ve had to face, and continue to face, things that scare me to the core and hurt me beyond belief. By the grace of God I’m surviving.
P.W.
I too am facing am facing the wilderness. All of the above is true. I too think I am at the end. I’ve been prophesied so many wonderful things that God is going to do in my life but never knew the cost could be so great. I have been grossly misunderstood and rejected by people who I never knew were capable. I do believe that it is all for a good reason. God has to break us before he can truly bless us!
David
Being put in a spiritual wilderness has opened my eyes more to the word of God. I couldn’t sit back and just give up. Studying the Word has changed me and my way of looking at things. God has a purpose for me and when called I’ll be ready.
J. K. McGuire
Thank you for this. I am five years into this wilderness wandering and the air is getting too thick, the manna is dry in my mouth and my tongue often feels so parched. It is not easy this sifting and removing and stripping. I am grateful for this time, but very ready to leave this place move on into the new.
Jacob
As Christian whose is still trying to find his way out of the spiritual wilderness I must say that I have learned a great deal from your article. My sincere gratitude.
Regards
Jacob Moloi
(Republic of South Africa)
Paula
A beautiful and encouraging message! God Bless you! We must press on until we attain the prize.
Lauren D.
I believe this teaching with all of my heart. I have been in the wilderness for several years now. I felt dry. I absolutely love God with all of my heart and will forever serve Him but I did not understand why I felt so dry and empty. Until this past Sunday, a word was given in church. The worship was so good and annointed. We all praised God. The prophesy was that God was pulling some out of the wildrenss that day. I know one hundred percent he was talking about me. I have literally felt a change in my spirit and seen a difference. No one can tell me God did not pull me out. At the time, I did not even recognize I was in the wildreness. After the prophesy, I knew that was me as tears ran down my cheeks. So, I decided to research what the ‘wildrness’ truly meant and was. I cannot tell you how true this message is with where I am. You may be in the wildreness and not even recoginze it- I know I didn’t. But let me tell you, I now know from experience, God WILL pull you out. Just don’t give up and keep following Him when you question why. I promise, He will pull you out!
ASHLEY
The subject Wilderness is so deep. When a person is dealing with wilderness they have really been going through something. They have experienced something first hand and it can get very devastating. I have been through so much in my lifetime from almost being raped and molested but God has really brought me through. I have been hurt so many times in relationships but still never was able to get depressed. I was almost there but God placed some lovely people in my life who surrounded me with their love. It has been great and laying before God and depending totally on him has been a struggle but yet a blessing. Coming out of the wilderness can be easy or hard. It just depends on whether you are coming from the heart and being real with God. So, just no we all go through things but in order to come out of those things we must confess them to God so we can get over them and move on.
P.W.
Well I definitely knew I was there. Everything and everbody in my life had changed. The way I was being rejected and being so spiritually dry. That’s when I starte researching it too. I found this article very thorough and completely on point as to the signs and symptoms.
rachael
Have you ever found yourself “invited” or “pushed” into the wilderness by someone else? I recently realized that possible circumstance in my life- revealed to me by the HS. Just wondering if anyone else has faced it as well…and any wisdom regarding.